Have you ever wanted something in your life so badly that you were fearful to hope?
Because if it didn’t come true it would be devestating.
Scared to daydream and fantasize about what you want?
Because the disppointment of it not happening would be bad enough, let alone lost time spent on the planning.
Fearful of wondering what if it happened?
Because wondering if it didn’t would be worse.
Scared to hope.
Perhaps a lack of faith is the problem…